the crystal ship. it feels indescribably mystical and whimsical. i am also biased because it's my most played doors song and most played in general apparently. our days are bright and filled with pain; enclose me in your gentle rain

i got a further down the spiral cd a few weeks back and felt divinely blessed

similarly to how i feel when i look at my smiths poster and meet morrisseys gaze

and within creation you get to have your own muse who you can view beauty through. very lovely indeed. my muse is an anguished trent reznor

 i actually really enjoy early kesha and her ability to withstand a lot of the bullshit thrown at her (e.g. misogyny, being accused of being a vapid pop singer, etc etc)

i enjoy kesha's autotuned voice. i prefer to think of vocals as another instrument than a display of talent (for the most part). it is bewildering to me that she received criticism over her use of autotune as if it didn't suit her genre and musical capabilities (i wouldn't expect for her to be a whitney houston type if she's singing pop music about partying).

as for her latest single, joyride, i found it to be a fun and liberating song that felt like a throwback to the animal/cannibal era. her performance featuring the guys in pup masks was pretty entertaining and visually striking too, great stuff. 

thanx for being who u r kesha. one of my favorite pop singers ever.

 i always have lots of fun and excitement. fasting is fun and so are caloric deficits. i now see why people do it so often, it feels very cleansing and purifying in a way. i was gonna extend 24hr into 36hr but i got a little hungry

doing exercise also helps with that euphoric feeling

 

 theres something very soothing about sitting in your candlelit closet