Monday, April 21, 2025

yellowjackets s3 spoilers 


 oh, and yellowjackets s3 kinda sucks. i hated the end to lottie's arc in the adult timeline and i hate that they included callie in it. it was nice to see more scenes between her and jeff. 

i used to love shauna (teen and present timeline) but i really dislike what the writers did with her. i don't exactly have an opinion of what happened with mari's body and her death. 

i miss nat and i definitely LOVE misty even more!!! the final scene with natalie calling for help felt so triumphant and beautiful, seeing that she managed to make it through the wilderness as a damaged adult. speaking of, i wish we got more of adult nat and an adult travis before they were both killed off. the scenes where misty went through nat's storage unit at the beginning were lovely and i wish we got to see the yellowjackets post-crash (but after the wilderness and before the adult timeline).

i laughed a little at the adult melissa reveal and the fact that they made it so obvious by having her adult counterpart wear the hat hahah.

i also laughed at callie pushing lottie down the stairs because of how goofy it was.

 i feel like my frenzied and strange posts on here make me sound unreasonable and weird.

i swear to you (the anonymous viewer(s) that i am totally cool and not neurotic or deranged. i'm seeing nine inch nails in september and i'm super hype. i hope trent plays the becoming. 

yeeeaaahhh.....???

 overall march and april have been kind to me. i have learned the art of grey rocking and ignoring things that bother me. 

i have learned to sew and have made many diy projects, which i am verrrry proud of (patch skirt, diy pins, diy belt made with charms and an old belt). 

i installed minecraft and have been playing it with my boyfriend for the past few weeks. so far, we've got diamond sets, found a stronghold and end portal by our house, made our first nether portal, and we've got our own animal pens and such. it's really lovely seeing all of the new changes and updates (i last played when the sea update came out, lol.)

i'm dying my prom dress as soon as i get it back. 

yeeeeaaaahhhh... lots of luck and prosperity and new experiences. 

 things i am good at:

- wearing clothing

- being a comedian 

- forgetting 

- wearing multiple necklaces

- sleeping in

- being friendly 

- reading 

- understanding 

- Seeing

- painting my nails

- diy

- lying (sometimes)

Sunday, February 9, 2025

 fasting makes me feel better. i like chocolate exlax and spearmint chewing gum and lifesavers mints and zero sugar pepsi and those delicious fairlife milkshakes and cold water and walking. i like looking in the mirror. i like looking at pictures of girls. i like being swayed by temptation.

 a series of questions i have asked and statements i have said to one of my online friends 

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what was it like when you drove for the first time. you speak about driving and your old car as if they were psychic mediums and i'm very curious about that

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i love how you phrase things and speak about your life as if you were an ancient monk spouting poetry

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i believe that to be a complete and utter freak is to be free. you are unburdened by societal expectations and can flourish beautifully when around other freaks. that's why we have tumblr

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if i saw trent reznor screaming in front of me (covered in mud) i would have some sort of religious awakening. the obsessions and compulsions would be worse i'll tell you that

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i'd love to live in the 80s-90s but i feel that the level of connectivity and the accessibility of things with modern technology is nice. i'm aware that it was available, albeit primitive, but that just doesn't compare--but then again, to live in an era where you're not constantly being advertised to and marketed to would be nice. finding other fans of a band w/o the ease of connectivity via modern social media must've been fun. you could still have all of those great experiences now, of course, but it just wouldn't be the same.

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how's the room cackling going on your end. i'm having so fun snickering to myself over here

i have a tendency to giggle to myself about things and i fear it makes me look unwell

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drunk and frenzied is such a delightful combination of words

that's an excellent description for many things

i like to think that whenever we speak i'm replying to something you've said but i don't know how true that is. i think i've forgotten how to conversate

i refuse to condense anything into a few words it pains me greatly

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do you think that jim morrison fit any of those descriptors (fast, objective, all at once) because i cannot decipher whatever he meant by the crystal ship

but of course poetry and lyrics have the ability to be as vague as they please

analyzing things based on what is there, what isn't, and then what you could interpret based on those two aforementioned things is beautiful and truly magical

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thank you _____. think getting over it would probably work for me. i hold onto a thousand things constantly that i really shouldn't and it makes me a little miserable. looking forward to the day i wake up and that all fades away

that probably comes with age too, you either forget those grievances or they seem really inconsequential and stupid in the end

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you shouldve been born in '52 i don't see why the world had to complicate such a simple thing

but then again you're in the era of slash fics on ao3 so it all worked out

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my muse is both myself and everyone i've known. i like borrowing aspects from various people and fitting them together into something. its a strange puzzle

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(on spongebob popsicles)

oh i used to love those popsicles because he'd make the most fucked up facial expressions ever. who knew gumball eyes could convey such terror


(ranking my favorite two tracks from the 1992 nine inch nails ep broken)

in my mind happiness in slavery n gave up are on equal footing for best songs based on vocals and production

and that one gave up performance (you know the one)

but the ending of happiness in slavery knocks it down a peg (e.g. "happiness in slaverryuuooorughrhhhhh...") so i think it'll go in second place unfortunately. love u girl but i gotta make sacrifices.

its like if i had to protect one of my young from being mauled by a wild beast and eaten

 i got an afghan coat and some more kool stuff. i've been trying to save up but The Forces That Be really want me to spend my hard-earne...