i always have lots of fun and excitement. fasting is fun and so are caloric deficits. i now see why people do it so often, it feels very cleansing and purifying in a way. i was gonna extend 24hr into 36hr but i got a little hungry

doing exercise also helps with that euphoric feeling

 

 theres something very soothing about sitting in your candlelit closet

 YELLOWJACKETS NEW SEASON ON VALENTINES DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!

 ginger snaps sketch by yours truly. brigitte is anguished because i did not finish her.

 new post. i've got a lot to say but i can't exactly connect or expand my thoughts and type them as from now we are enemies is blaring in my ears. ive updated my listography. i'm probably gonna go deaf by 25. oh well. 

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composer but never composed, singing the symphonies of the overdosed

 october funtimes (highlights)

- listened to manson w/o being divinely punished

- wrote dope essays (94% and 96%)

- got to wear edward scissorhands costume

- went trick or treating for the first time since i was a child

- smoked for the first time

- hung out at the bowling alley and played music

- enjoyed humorous evening with boyfriend at wendy's

- wore fun clothes

- went thrifting

- made wine and drank it (delightful)

- had fun and experienced luck on a magnified scale

- mother apologized to me as i cried in her arms